#i am shit

[imthat1boy]

Was my singing really shit?

Yes

Will I keep trying because I won't get better any other way?

Yes

[dusteater23]

Watching wieiads is so much better than thinspo personally., it makes me realise how weak i am. I dont have the willpower to fast for over 3 days, and thats pathetic, but im gonna try to get to 42kg by november so i look better when im outside

Im a little sad theres no winter here so i wont be able to get that pretty skinny winter aesthetic.. but at least even if my face is ugly i'll have thinner legs.

Height: 157.8cm

Sw: 59.5kg

Cw: 44.1kg

Gw: 42kg

Ugw: 35kg

And i cant start tomorrow. It starts now!! :3

[musicmutt]

complain that im bored

when being bored is a privilege

act like im suffering

theres no suffering in this

[danityrose]

Need someone to flirt with me daily 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[astral-from-afar]

I fucked up the library thing

[14tev]

Some random Crywank concert highlights <3

[tommyisrlytrying]

Somebody in headspace:

Tommy, there’s only so many times you can listen to “I Am Shit” you’re going to get sick of it (this is paraphrased like. I felt them thjnk it? Or say it? Didn’t actually hear it though but ik someone said it.)

My headphones (literally for an hour and counting): I am shit, I am shit, neh neh neh neh…

Ok but in my defense that neh neh neh part scratches my brain.

[nonameidentified]

Man, I am a piece of shit.

I just got a year older. Ahhhh....

I want be a child. A baby .

No exams. Just sleep

Crying because of growing up

Help Help Help ......

Bye people 👋

[daylighteclipsed]

ENTRY LEVEL MEANS NO EXPERIENCE. IT MEANS NO PORTFOLIO OF RELEVANT SAMPLES. ENTRY LEVEL IS ENTRY LEVEL

[theenemyod]

I think people should be allowed to sleep in the same bed in a non sexual and non romantic way. I think cuddles can happen non sexually and non romantically. I think most acts of affection are non sexual and non romantic until you make it sexual or romantic (other than the obvious things like actual sex is sexual)

[majubengel]

One Piece final battle

poorly drawn extra:

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

i would say that, mentally speaking, i'm in a good place right now! physically of course, the crows continue their chanting,

[skellydun]

i am going to wake up from this nap on time feeling refreshed and not any worse than I do at this current time

[blueflipflops]

Have you ever read a really good fic then looked up the author's other works and lo and behold a treasure trove of fics that are exactly your kind of shit? Because god that is what euphoria feels like. I love you random fic writers i unexpectedly find

[kyofloral]